i really need my coffee

in my state right now
i really need someone to support me
but i cant find any of them

only now i understand why some of people out there
they choose to commit suicide
they dnt hve any place to go
they dnt feel needed
they dnt hve any choice
they hve no one with them
only now i understand

but wait!! before u freak out
dnt worry i will not do it ok
i still hve reason to live

i really feel lonely
how really i wish
someone could hug me
pamper me
hve someone to eat with
hve someone to drink coffee with me
hve someone who could hold me tightly
how really i wish....