i dnt know how to express my feeling right now.
.how n to who should i say this.
.but for sure, its really hurt.
.im trying to accept all the changes, but i think its doesnt work.
.we are rarely spend time together n be together.
.even though he try, its seems hard for me.
.perhaps, there is nothing going happen in our relationship.
.i luv him so much. but still, hope that he will understand me more.
.pretend to be strong, as strong as i can.
.pretend to understand why he keep doing this.
.this all kind of feeling complete my recipe of disaster.
p/s : why so hard to pls..... ???