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JKM

ape tu? ok meh sini skit nk cite.

jkm tu stand for jabatan kebajikan masyarakat

sbnrnye nk link kan yg i sbnrnye practikal kt sni

since 10 june 2014.

now da masuk 2 bulan lebih.

mule2 bfore nk intern kat sni seriously i dnt wnt to

do my intern at JKM.

sb of course la my dream nk intern kt petronas.

tp disebabkn managemnt uia yg tak support atas 

sb2 trtentu so trpkse la jgak intern kt JKM.

tempat ni pun lecturer yg carikan without hantar

any resume.

pelik jgak sb senang mcm tu jew kan da dpt.

but now bile ade kt sini, best pulak.

tu la kan. betul org ckp, dnt judge book by

its cover. try dulu then bru judge.

smpai2 jew kat sni byk jgak culture shock.

ye la bygkn la ckp mix english malay pun da kne tegur

tp yg bestnye, org kt sni jgak

org2 kt sni semua protective like family

tu yg mahal...hehehe!

ape?drama? of course la ade

tp i jarang ambik port. biasenye i akan buat kje i jew

and yg plg penting kne pandai bwk diri.

skrg bile nk hbis intern kt sni rase syg pulak

mne lg nk dpt sister and brother yg sporting and kind mcm kt sni kan.

k la nk sambung buat kje dlu k.

t boss mara. hehehe....

with love 

aten

i really need my coffee

in my state right now
i really need someone to support me
but i cant find any of them

only now i understand why some of people out there
they choose to commit suicide
they dnt hve any place to go
they dnt feel needed
they dnt hve any choice
they hve no one with them
only now i understand

but wait!! before u freak out
dnt worry i will not do it ok
i still hve reason to live

i really feel lonely
how really i wish
someone could hug me
pamper me
hve someone to eat with
hve someone to drink coffee with me
hve someone who could hold me tightly
how really i wish....

i have a bad day

something was missing
everything turn up side down
my day start with disaster

first of all
in the beginning of the morning
i hve a little bit misunderstanding with my father
usually im not like that

i dnt knw whts wrong with me
wht should i do
did i do something wrong
oh god...

my heart trembling
i hve headache
i need to relax...

i dnt knw where to go
i dnt hve any one to share
im alone
im alone.....

this is wht actually happn to us

this is the reason we broke up.

single

single??? reallly??betul ke fatin? mcm xcaye jew.

yess it is. but even for me, until nw i dnt believe

myself that now im single. da lame rasenye i dnt

hve "that" status. the 5 years relationship

finally end up with something like this.

tp kan kan syukur sgt sb both of us can accept

that we are not meant to be together.

one stage after another one stage,

both of us realize that we should stop

hurting each other.

and now i struggling to stand by my own.

i must admit there is one time where a man

come across in my heart during the raye

i mean this raye (2014) but unfortunately

he already hve someone he love.

knowing him even in short time 

help to bring back my smile that already gone

a long time ago. 

tq for coming in my life.

at least i pernah rase ur love even for a while.

and now we agree to be friend.

not easy for me to accept because

i starting to love him but i believe this is we called

as takdir,right?

ok. that all for now.

its time for me to iron my cloth for tomrrw.

xoxo

love