I need your shoulder!

Almost a month leaves to sit final paper for my lovely EPT. Surely,  the reader will curious what exactly that means? Hahahaha. The only thing that i can do is laugh with scary smile. Like this =).  EPT is stand for English Placement Test. Course that provided by Cell Pad for new student who need help in English. Yesterday i have a chat with my adorable friend’s, hani.  Everything goes ok, until she starts to ask me about uia. I don’t know how to tell her how really suffer i am to be here. I already stuck at Cell Pad for almost 6 month, since 11^th September 2011 with my friends. Luckily i in level 6, the last stage to exempt from cell pad and only after that i can go to Kuliyah. It sound pretty good right, but it is actually the most tough level in the EPT. Almost all the student are stuck in this level. That not good for me. During the lecture, i dnt do well in my essay. Still repeat the same mistake, here and there, tenses, grammar, and i have big problem in vocab. Yes, i do know about those new words, but i dnt know how to use it and not really confident to use them.  Even until now..... huhuhu. I trying  to ignore about that, but it came more worse. The only things that i can do is just relax and try my best for the final exam. EPT.... EPT..... i have to love it. Seems like i dnt have choice, right? Urm......  with my parents hope, i can easily give up. I dnt want to lose smile from them. I want them to proud of me. That all..... proud of me....  sometimes when i start to think about it, it really freak me out! I dnt know what else do i need to do now... do i need to transfer to another university, or not.... i feel like dying..... 

p/s : Cell Pad please bring back my smile again like the first time i come here.

oh Aaronku!

.ya allah knape ngan aku ni.

.hampir setiap hari aku tngk cite nora elena ni ulang2.

.what happen to me huhuhu.

.ni semua gara2 si aaron yg kacak lg...... wah.....

. romantiknyer la hai si aaron ni.

.comel plak lg.

.smlm ak sanggup tunggu tngk cite  arahan pertama aaron.

.tajuk cite dy "kekasih awal dan akhir".

. even cite tu kurang best xthu nape ak still jugak tngk citer tu smpai hbis.

.tunggu jugak kalau2 ade part romantik dlm cite tu, tp xdew pun.

.frust glew kot...

.anyway hopefully ak akan dpt suami yg seromantik aaron.

.hopefully hihihi =)))).

cute glerrrrrrrrr kan.  

girls day out!

. last week xthu knape tibe2 ak tringin sgt nk mkn pizza.

. nk kate xpenah mkn, asenyer selalu.

. pelik2.... hehehe. but nevermind.

. ni semua alasan utk brjalan n shooping hehe~.

.ak n kwn ak pun plan la kuar g klcc.

.sb sne la tempat plg trdekat n senang nk mkn pizza.

. even ramai yg xboleh join, tp ak stil happy.

.sb ak dpt shoooooooping!!!!.

. xdew la beli brg sgt , tp hampir setiap kdai kot ak pegi.

. naseb baik la ade member yg sehati sejiwa ngan ak ni.

.ak ingatkn ak sorg jew yg kaki S ni. 

.rupernyer ade jugak.

namenyer fatin afiqah a.k.a model somalia yg sggggggt cute hihi=)).
.tp part yg ak xleh lupe,bile aten afiqah kne kacau ngan pemandu teksi.
.comel kot hihihi.
.aten fiqah relax jew ak plak yg cuak.
.almaklumla model la katekn.
.ni smua gara2 aten fiqah angkat tangan lepas pemandu teksi tu
.bg laluan mse kteorg nk lintas jalan tu.
.mne xcuaknyer,dy ikut kteorg kot.

.tp nasib baik jugak kteorg jalan mcm lipas kudung time tu,kalau x.huhuhu.
.pelik sungguh org ni, kalau buat baik org salah anggap, tp kalau buat jahat dpt dosa plak.
.pelik2.... dunia2.... hahaha!.
. by the way thanx atin afiqah sb sudi layan kerenah cek. 

.t kte shoooooping lg yer ngeeee~.

p/s: ntah bile agaknyer dpt buang tabiat yg sungguh tdk elok ni. shooooping2...... =)))))

.best treatment ever.

recipe of disaster

i dnt know how to express my feeling right now.

 .how n to who should i say this.

.but for sure, its really hurt.

 .im trying to accept all the changes, but i think its doesnt work.

.we are rarely spend time together n be together.

.even though he try, its seems hard for me.

 .perhaps, there is nothing going happen in our relationship.

 .i luv him so much. but still, hope that he will understand me more.

 .pretend to be strong, as strong as i can.

 .pretend to understand why he keep doing this.

 .this all kind of feeling complete my recipe of disaster.

p/s : why so hard to pls..... ???

perfect shoes!

tinggal beberape ari jew lg nk rayer

jap,nk kira(1,2,3,4.......)

lg..... 9 hari nk rayer. wow! cepatnyer mse brlalu kan.

tp sbnrnyer memang tu pun yg ak tunggu2. hak3!

tp skunk nie ak ad masalah skit.

masalah ak ialah nk cari PERFECT SHOES!

susahnyer nk cari...

nmenyer pun "perfect" so memang susah la kan nk cri.

menggaru kepala kejap,memikirkn kt mne ak nk cri nie.

sb perfect shoes tu, dy mesti

comfrtable....

nice....

sweet....

affrdable(of coz la kan,kalau xmaunyer my dad akan membebel dr pg smpai mlm)

but at the same times it look fabulous...

wah,ala2 kimore lee simson gitu. hak3

harap2 by this week aku akan jumpe shoes yg ak idamkan sgt tu.

ntah wujud k tdk shoes mcm tu,hah itu yg kte xthu tu. hak3

p/s: shoes.....pls come to me plsssss...hak

=)))))

yeah, i got offer letter!!!!!

syukur alhamdulillah.....

akhrnyer dpt jugak ak sambung blaja.

seronok xthu nk ckp mcm mne bile tgk kt screen,tahniah! tp bile ak bce jew detail, ase mcm nk trkeluar jew jantung nie.

dpt tawaran memang best tp.....

tp.....

hah,bab tp tu la yg paling ak malas tu.

nk thu knape ak malas,sb nyer nie;

si pulan: aten,dpt tawaran blaja x?

fatin: dpt,ko dpt x?

si pulan: wah....!!! besnyer... ak xdpt la. ko dpt mne?

fatin: alhamdulillah la ak dpt (dgn perasan yg brbunga la time tu kan). ak dpt msuk uia.

si pulan : ko dpt jurusan ape?(hah,bab ni la paling ak paling malas glerrrrr nk jwb,n xtrgamak ak nk jwb.)

fatin : ak dpt jurusan..... jurusan..... jurusan..... human science in anthropology n sociology.(ntah ape kebende yg ak sebut nie pun ak xthu.... trbelit jugak la lidah nie nk sebut)

si pulan : owh.... tp xpew la. t mintak la tukar kos kt sne. insyallah boleh kot... yg penting msuk jew dlu ok.

fatin: ok,(cube sedye upayer utk brsyukur,tp xbleh jugak... nie la agaknyer nmenyer kbahagian dlm perpisahan....sob2). si ***** try la buat rayuan. insyallah dpt. amin~

si pulan: amin~ cograt yer ten.

fatin : tq =)

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skunk korg mesti da phm kan knape ak malas bile dtg bab2 nie. excited bkn men xthu la nk ckp mcm mne.

kalau senyum tu pipi sampai da bleh cecah k mate.

mcm ni =)))))

he3....

p/s: blja la jd org yg brsyukur fatin najwa =))))))

we got married

masuk ni da 3 bulan ak duk umah jd kerani ayah ak. i dnt know what to do n what actually im head of. my room is doesnt look like a room. what im trying to say is, sort of renovate or kind of changing of something. i hope i can be finish by the end of this week. first of all,yeah i like it anyway! but suddenly it become disaster. all my stuff are messy up, here and there.

for the moment, now day i have watch this kind of best short video,that korea short video that called '' we got married- yongseo".

the video actually explain about a couple ( that is yong(CN blue leader) and seo hyun ( girl generation) are be arrange by this program to be a couple then married. they going through to be like a real couple marriage. so sweet~

nk keje k x????

ish nk keje k x ni ek????...

satu lagi maslah besar yang asyik bermain kat fikiran ak ni(ceh ayat mcm dalam novel da.hu3),sama ada nk keje ngan ayah ak k atau pun nk keje ngan org lain. sb bila ak keje ngan family ak, ak takut kang,mcm2 benda bleh jd. sb selalunya bile keje ngan family benda yag xpersonal pun jd personal. tp..... ade jugak advantagenye. sb ble ak keje ngan family at least ak xpayah nk susah payah pkr about transport n nk cuti pun senang.

xpayah nk susah payah nk apply cuti kan.... ai.... runsing2.... kan best lau ade transport sendiri. ak dpt la keje kr luar. sb gaji yg parent ak offer tu sikit sgt. mcm2 la nk kne beli n nothing is free in world my dear.... he3. nk msuk tandas pun kne bayar taw. n yg paling mahal la tandas ak penah pegi kat klcc yg brharga RM2 per entry. tp xder la bgus sgt tandasnyer... cumer bling2 aje la sikit. shiny2 la gitu. ha3.... but i think i have make a decision. baik bulan pertama ni ak just test jew keje ngan ayah ak dlu. sb ak xsmpai ati la plak tngk ayah ak yg keje trumbang ambing. kesian kt ayah ak..... hu3.

akhirnyer

akhirnyer ak da brjye tamatkn diploma ak dngn baik nyer....
akhirnyer ak juge telah dapat ape yg ak impikan selame ini....
akhirnyer byk yg ak da blaja sepanjang hdup 3 thn kt poli ni....
akhirnyer ak da msuk umo 21 thn( x sangka da umo 21 thn kn. ingatkn muda lg)....
best2!!!! xthu nk ckp mcm mne... alhamdulillah... semuanyer ok n xader pape masalah.
even ak ade la xpuas hati ngan result ak sem last ni. tp naseb baik la lepas jugak target. lau x, xthu nk buat mcm mne... hu3...